Dont unnecessary blame yourself. Sometimes the husband and wife both are under the influence of different energies. You are possessed with positive energy and want to love your husband and be loved by him with the same intensity and purity. Your husband too knows that you love him thats why he remains pretty normal when he is in senses but deep down he is a troubled soul. He cant love you as he is fighting with his own negative energy. He feels insecured and inferior not to you but the energy that emanates from you because that envelopes others too warmly even if you dont put efforts yourself. That makes him jealous of you. As you are not hurting him, so you find it difficult to understand the reason behind his outbursts. Whatever he says after drinking is what he thinks about you inwardly. So dont regret for your shouting at him once in a while. You cant keep the bubbling emotions inside you for a long time, if you do so, they will hurt you more. Yes, you can try to keep yourself calm by understanding and adjusting to this fact that you cant change him no matter how good you try or behave. At the same time, as an individual being you need not to waste your energy what you cant resolve. You better redirect your energy for worthy causes and feel good. You will surely achieve serinity and tranquility. Try to do as good as you can do to others without letting anyone to humiliate you. Lessons begin at home only. Be kind to him and others thats what the people possessing positive energy have to do untiringly to make the world better.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 05:16:00 +0000
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