Episode 18 I was sitting there on my bed looking at both of them,I suddenly felt a lump in my throat and I let out a cry,I felt out of control,I felt hurt,betrayed,angry,pained,tired emotionally and physically,I cried like a new born baby who just came of its mothers womb!who was experiencing the outside world for the 1st time.My dad rushed to my side he didnt know whether to touch me or what because I just seemed to be a ticking time bomb of emotions nje these days,I threw myself in his arms and he held me real tight,I cried so hard it started getting hard for me to breath,Nande left the room and came back a couple of minutes with a glass of water and handed it to me,I took it and took a huge sip it was infact sugar water I guess to calm me down,I took another big sip and handed the glass over to him,I started to get calm in my daddys arms,he was rubbing my back not saying a word just letting me cry it out nje, I was now really calm and my breathing got relaxed, Dad:my baby.. Me:mmm.. Dad:I love u ok,I know youre going thru a difficult time but please my child remember we are your family and well always be here for you no matter what...we are your support system whether you want us to be or not baby ok I just nodded I didnt have the energy to talk,I squeezed him just to show that Im grateful for what he just said and that I love them too,but in the back of mind I was wondering that when am I going to remember the events leading to the so called accident maan,mncim I dismissed those thoughts I was feeling so drained I just wanted to sleep and just relax my body,my mind and soul as they were all just overworked,I looked up at my dad, Me:daddy,I want to sleep now Dad:ok my baby,well leave you to it then He squeezed me just one more time and kissed my forehead,got up and walked out of my room,Nande was still standing there I took one look at him and he smiled at me, Me:youre weird lol Nande:I just love you little sis Im just happy your still alive and kicking Me:ha!ha!trust me bro it will take more than just a glass bottle to get rid of Liyanda Khumalo Nande:ha!ha!Yeeeeeah!you see!now thats the Nuna I love and know right there, We giggled like two crazy tik-kops who just scored,I lay on my bed and pulled the fleece throw over me I was a bit chilly,Nande came to lay next to me, Nande:Im going to tell you a bed time story ke Nuna come Indicating for me to lay on his chest I obliged and he proceeded,lol believe it or not did infact tell me a bed time story ha!ha! My crazy brother,he was just trying to cheer me up as usual,in his own crazy ways. I zoomed to lala land,it was so relaxing until something interupted my peaceful sleep dzaaam it was this God damn fone nxa I took from under my pillow and answered without looking, Me:yes! Caller:whoaw!and that? Aaaaah!that voice it just made me forget that I was just disturbed out of my peaceful sleep,it was my knight in shinning amour :D Me:ha!ha!sorry!thing is I had a rough day and was just sleeping it off and your call just woke me Lucky:oh!flip Im sorry babe for waking you,I didnt know you were sleeping,if I knew I wouldve waited until you were awake and.... Me:Lucky! Lucky:yes babe Me:I love you! Omg I have absolutely no idea where that came from but it just came out and there was no way of taking it back,flip my heart was racing like that of a sheep waiting to be slaughtered... Lucky:Liyanda you have no idea how long Ive waited to hear those words from you,God I love you so much babe,more than youll ever know I just smiled my heart was just beat boxing I love yous nje in my chest, Lucky:babe Me:mmm.. Lucky:youre smiling neh! Haha!I laughed dzaaam I always do this yaz whenever this man calls me mmm!he makes my sense senseless if theres even such a thing nje, Me:ha!ha!its the effect you have on me hey Lucky:I love you Miss Khumalo more specially for loving me back I felt a rush of emotions coming over me both excitement and fear,felt a tear running down my cheek and quickly wiped it lol as if he can see me, Me:I love you too Lucky,I really do Lucky:you dont know how happy that makes me babe,ok ke my love let me leave you to your beauty sleep then,Im going to call you again later before I go to sleep ok Me:me ok babe,later then dropped fone I only realised now that I was actually alone that Nande had gone,I decided let me just go back to sleep anyway...
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 08:28:42 +0000
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