Even with all the spiritual and metaphysical info im learning each day, theres still an ickyness in me that needs to be expunged. For a long time ive been wanting to disconnect from all social media and live off in a commune somewhere and travel. Forget about likes, and followers and ambitions to be whatever. One of my favorite and most influential people in my life has passed and crossed over. Dearest Adisa Masomakali. My grandmothers gone. The only other spiritual teacher i have in my life thinks im crazy as bat balls. The one dude ive ever truly loved has friend zoned me. Other dude i really like refuses to keep in touch. Other than that, my brother, my self and my crystals it seems is all i have. I wonder whats the point of perpetuating this economy, this life. I feel like an ant. On autopilot. I feel loneliness creeping in. Again. I feel like im missing out on what it truly means to be human in lieu of this ever insatiable paper chase with no end in sight cause there never seems to be enough money. Am I really a multidimensional being having a hyper dimensional human experience on Earth? I cant tell sometimes. One things for damn sure. More and more bills and work in the morning.
Posted on: Sat, 27 Sep 2014 23:28:01 +0000
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