Even with the love & support my friends have shown me with all im going through tonight, there is still an emptiness & sadness in my heart. Because the woman I loved is not here to hold me till I fall asleep & be here for me to wake up to on xmas.... Its a hard ass day man. I needed her the most & yet again, I lost. But we go thru shit to learn our lessons right? Stick to boundaries. Set them. Follow them. In order to protect YOURSELF. I know that I am worth so much more than what I am being given right now. I hope she finds herself & figures out what loyalty truly means. Because I love myself enough today to not let the hurt continue. Theres someone out there who deserves the loyalty & support I have shown her.....
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 10:49:07 +0000