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Every morning when I wake up, I sincerely wish I was dead. The depression is getting worse...And so is the workload. I feel that Im doomed to fail my Chinese philosophy paper, and to turn in a hideous FMS paper at the end of the semester. I feel subhuman, as if I was some sort of troglodyte, which should have went extinct centuries ago, now forced to be humiliated and disgraced for being an inferior breed of human. As I sink faster and faster into despair, I cannot help but feel that there is no hope left. I feel as if mankind outlawed suicide in this country to deliberately humiliate individuals such as myself by forcing them to live with the shame, disgrace, and dishonor of their daily lives. As this notion builds within my conscious mind, I find that I resent the happy people more and more each day, and as a result, I hate myself even more. Such is the vicious circle of my miserable life.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 14:38:34 +0000

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