Feeling its time for me to balance my life a little, and realizing some people are unreal haters, almost snake like (insert discernment). Im sick of the enemy playing the closest people to my heart against me. Its truly amazing how when you feel really down and out the people who really (believe in Christ) +love you truthfully, how really special that can be it better than a support group cause God sent them at the exact time you needed them. Sometimes even the support group judges on you, anyone know what thats like???... Some of my brothers are just so silent it makes me think whos really just a hater and not owning it on the inside it must hurt them so much because, I remember being that way once. The ones who really dont love you will ignore you or play the role of enemys watcher. Secretly sometimes I think the enemy minions pray for my downfall cause with Christ I have made it so much farther than their professing could preach into my life. Go ahead call me crazy! The last three months and two weeks have sucked (please, no pity) my throat got so swollen Ive been sick its the first time in like 7 years. Also having the worst time sleeping up til 4am sometimes not even sleeping. My dreams are crazy I was being told so many lies from enemy I almost believed that it was good and that I had to give up Church cause I would be better off, with out my close family included thought everyone was judging me leaders (included) + teachers knocking my answers cause Im too wordy you too can get it. Im fed up with you Satan. YOU ARE TO GO, YOU HAVE NO PLACE HERE.... Im sick of the enemys watchers in my life so if you can understand this, take it as wisdom and know Im rebuking the enemy from your life too... Im going to keep my life continuous in Christ the enemy is not ever going to win #day461 #ha . Im not labeled this isnt some kind of martyrous beg for a Facebook like, please dont like this, it is not to be liked, Id rather you say something worthwhile instead of some cheap heaping group idealist Amen!!! or something like it because I just ranted... seriously... Say something if your real, INSERT THE TRUTH OR SOMETHING... These past 2 weeks sucked I need some non-pityng prayer warriors,so brothers Im suiting up and Im praying for you cause If the enemys close to me, hating me, playing me it must be for a reason. Maybe its just for getting through the last breath writing this... It must be for a reason and Gods even closer than you, you can not get to me my life is his, been his, and will stay his ... So #prayersUP #getbuked
Posted on: Thu, 31 Oct 2013 05:47:56 +0000
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