Feeling like I havent in a really long time, drowning my sorrows trying to make everything seem fine. Nothings okay, not where I stand. Its like taking a leap of faith, and not know where youll land. Im stuck in free fall, fighting all the wind. Searching for the problem, soon to be re-pinned. I lost track of where Ive been, of all the good and all the sins. Why do I fall back into retreat, when another demon comes to speak. I tell them to leave, and never return. Its not my choice, for its my due to be burned. The slightest bruises, scars and bones, leaves us feeling hurt and alone. I dont want to do this, not anymore. I run from the pain, but always come back for more. When will I realize this life lived is toxic, I should rather be left sad than broken and heart sick. Im beating myself down, until theres nothing remained, for my wild heart still wanders, never to be tamed. Why do I live for the nights undefined, it seems Ive showed up entirely lost within my mind. I give myself to the darkness, at first fully there. But when returned, its as if Im fully bare. Opened up to raw exterior, for internal I can hardly feel in here. Whats left inside, I do not know. But with these trends, its bound to show. Unless I give my all away, hoping to find myself another day. I guess deep down, Im strong and hidden. But why must we make the best of me forbidden. The world is so rough, its hard to explain. I guess happiness is what we work at, those who dont will feel pain. I should try harder, I know and Ive known. But it seems like thats chances given, Ive taken and blown. Save me now, as I drown in my sorrows. Because lifes filled with todays, but not guaranteed tomorrows. So welcome yourself for youre here and youre free. Run as fast as you can, because there are always going to be, these monsters inside of me.
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 19:12:07 +0000
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