First of all, thank you. For the prayers, the love, the texts, calls, emails, messages-- each one has meant so much. Second of all, last night was rough. Sleep (for me) was very little and the worry and fear of something happening to her while she was sleeping was huge. When I would start to fall asleep the nightmare of re-living a lifeless June in my arms was haunting. I cant describe the sick in my stomach I still feel from everything we saw. Your continued prayers for Junes health and my ability to turn this over to God would mean a lot right now. Lastly, many have asked HOW June is doing, and I think the Keppra (seizure medicine were using until the EEG in two weeks) is making her a little drowsy and tired, and she also is just now eating again since having that horrible GI virus and so we are seeing from her stools that she is not over it. For me, the very bad diarrhea almost feels comforting just knowing how BAD this was/is on her, and thus it could be the cause for seizures. However, she is overall in a great mood and her normal very clever and wonderful self with a side of very clingy and cuddly to me which is absolutely welcomed and reciprocated! Just earlier she impressed me beyond belief when she said, Sickkkk. And I said, June-- do you feel sick again?? She replied, Mama, no (shaking her head)... Pa-- sickkkk. This was after just a couple times of her asking about Pa earlier during the day and me telling her he was now sick with this horrible horrible virus and us praying for him!? She amazes me so much. Her Pa cant believe how bad this illness is, which also feels comforting that it IS so bad that it would have been capable of seizures for a 14 month old Baby June. My mom was here today which was HUGE and so so so much appreciated by me, Baby June, and The Shippmate, too. I havent been great at replying to messages and phone calls, but my focus is June right now, so I look forward to normal and calmer days ahead when I can appropriately thank you all for your tremendous love. Until then, I appreciate your understanding and prayers so much. We love you all.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 01:46:43 +0000
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