For all my haters.I made a choice! I chose to live in my car. I would rather live in my car, than take orders from anybody. I live by my rules, even if it means I live in my car. Now, is that saying I dont want my own place? HELL NO! I want my place and have already taken the steps to make it happen. To my family and friends, I may have made mistakes, but one thing you can not say is I dont have balls. I have the biggest balls in town, you dont see me breaking under the pressure of no sleep. Im still going to work on time, and after all thats happened this week with the wreck and all, I am still on top. I make choices, and I am now man enough to make those choices, and live with the consequences of them. I appreciate the help, but have learned that accepting help was a mistake, I should have used my own cards I was dealt. I took handouts, and never learned, and now Im out here on my own with only me. I love this shit! People ask me if Im manic, if Im mentally Okay, and I can answer honestly, yes I am. I am finally free, and can do this on my own. Does what I say mean I dont appreciate the help I get? Does it mean I dont appreciate family, and what they have done to help me? No! I will never forget, in fact I am working to better myself so I can give back to those I accepted help from. I realize the energy that was given didnt fix me, and in the end I used most everyone including distant, but true friends. But I will live my life knowing that (9:17 PM, 3/6/2014) I only have me! I have turned down help from a few people. One thing Im proud of is I have turned down money, $$$$money$$$$ is my downfall. I dont know how to manage it. Ill openly admit that to this day I spend money like a crack whore. But at this current time I owe no one, and I can breath knowing that. So to the people who think judge me, you wont be judging me anymore, because it all started when I cared, and you know what? I dont anymore. If you think I owe you something, your gonna have to physically kill me before I will give you a God damn thing. That being said, Have a good night haters, and may your hatred continue to make me stronger.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 03:24:59 +0000
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