For the briefest of moments, I knew what it was like to have a strong connection with someone, I know it seems silly to think that someone can feel so strongly about someone they just met but they had everything. Intelligence to compete with my own, a personality to compliment my own, and so many similarities that i began to question my lack of faith, but its always that one thing, that one thing thats a silver bullet flaw that kills any hope of fulfilling any desires we created, the point of this isnt for sympathy though many will take it upon themselves to sympathize and appear to be good friends, but the reality is that since my mothers death and the subsequent events that transpired ever since, I had been dealing with daemons that threatened to consume me threatened to wipe away all the hard work that my parents and my sister put in to make me who I am, but when I was with this person those daemons were gone, the regrets, the void that was inside my self, the constant shadow that loomed over me they taught me that if I play my cards right and find that right person all my problems will vanish though I am sad now that what we had isnt as plausible as we once thought, I am happy because I now feel whole and human again not some specter creeping about so...thank you.
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 18:54:05 +0000