Frankie Steenson 3 mins · . just got new laptop and it has windows which I cant work, I could not work it under normal conditions s I am not it friendly, second thing is the tumours on my brain have a mind of there own really and sed mixed signals to the rest of my brain and body so I am useless at typing and my memory is shop plus I post in the same palce twice, its just the way it is, footnote I missed up my meds, I was given steroids about 6weeks ago and thought they were to prevent the tumours, turns out they were in fact to prevent the swelling to the brain, well I was eating these things as I did not want to have seizures and got caught eating hem very 3 hrs and became unbearable hyper and could not sleep, 3 days later after full over dose I am given this epileptic med which I should have had from the start to prevent me from keeling over so shoot me I missed up, this new mix of meds alien to my body found me digging my back gargden for s friends body as I was convinced he had killed her then I started on washing the knives and forks etc tying to protect them from police suffice to say my family had to step in as I had in fact lost the I have and friends through hell but trust me I am not having a picnic, I dont want thee meds that cause these problems now the tumours that have a mind of there own, but what can I do ? it is what it is I can give up and slowly die or I can accept my situation and try and remain upbeat and positive and hold on to life so thats what I do, am I good at it hell know. I am merely human with many faults and weaknesses so many times I get it wrong, I say sorry when I know ihave hurt someone never on purpose but I cant control these tumours now can the doctors so the end result will come, in the meantime my 24 hr clock ticks each new day as i awake at wahatever time of day or night that is, so now you know so here I am again posting more silly poems and babbling my bullshit but I remain positive, so befriend me stay with me buy my books ignore me, it matters not live as we all know it goes on and I continue to hold onto what i have its all I know I am not a quitter now it would seem a writer thanks again for reading my writes and letting share my most private thought ps the shitty poems shall continue it helps me cope regards frankie
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 02:03:20 +0000
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