From a member: Not really sure what I am asking for but just going to lay it out there and trust someone out here understands. At 50 I am now seeing things go south with me. Back ground is from August 02 until August 10 I did 5 Deployments 2 to Iraq 1 to Afghanistan 1 to kosovo and Noble eagle 2. My depression even with medication seems to be getting worse. I am at 70 percent va and 100 percent ssdi. Still waiting on medical board. I do have a great relationship with my wife and parents and try to not worry them to much with my issues. I feel like I fight suicide daily. I feel like that every thing I love to do I am now physically incapable of doing. My pain is daily no matter how many pills they prescribe me I hurt. I sleep most of the day and up all night because bad things happen at night and rarely during the day. The therapist at my va are useless I have tried 3 of them but they wont listen they want to follow their protocol. I guess I am just blowing off steam just frustrated from having done so much and received so little from those who promised to be here when we got back. Thanks for listening
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 17:00:01 +0000
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