Good Morning Friends. I am sitting here listening to the Thunder and Rain as this storm moves through. My Mind is filled with a jumble of disconnected thoughts that range from Worry and Pain and Lies and Truths that I have been told to where I stand and who to believe and what I will have to do in the face of these realities. I am Troubled with these thoughts going through my Mind. I have a very deep Love for some people in my life and yet I am struggling with the evidence that they have a different agenda from mine in this Life. When you commit to someone and give your whole heart to them it is painful when they become 2 faced, living 2 lives and trying to hide one from the other and thinking they have done this when it is painfully obvious what they are doing. There is an Easy Answer but it is not the Answer I can choose. I am not one to Give Up, not on a Goal and not on a person I Love. Perhaps, the Easy Answer is the right Answer but I am Hard headed and soft Hearted. I am no good at playing the If Only game because it is always a lost cause trying to change the Past. The only Hope is to choose the Path from a Plethora of possible Futures and hopefully choose the High Road. Jesus is my Quarterback but I still have to run the right route if I want to catch the ball.
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 12:33:39 +0000