Goodmorning to all.... I think it was just a little while ago that i said goodnight lol.been really restless, sitting in the kitchen drinking coffee, smoking ( up to a pack a day now which has got to stop ), crying, and drinking more coffee, so much my eyeballs are starting to float ha. just trying to figure out what to do with my life, its a mixed up mangled up mess. im really having a struggle with all this change, its what needed to be, it was the right choice, but it doesnt mean i know what to do with it, from the age of 16 until now 58 ive been some mans wife with the exception of about 6 mo. in between and i just dont know how to be anything else. ive always been the other half and now im the single , and i dont know where i fit in just yet, its way different , im different, when i was 19 i just dove right on in head first but i dont think i had much sense back then lol, im a little more scared this time, anyways getting to the point of all this finallllllly , ijust decided im gonna get up and get out of here for a week or so , try to clear my head some, see if i cant get it up on my shoulders straight, you know get fresh air , do some soul searching, try to get back to the source of my faith and strength. im gonna miss everyone, i have some great friends , people encouraging and cheering me on, i really appreciate you all very much, so please everyone be here when i get back, cause im gonna want to catch up on things. until then be safe, be healthy and keep on posting and hey.......... save some for me....luv ya
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 05:30:48 +0000
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