Greeting pain today. Allowing grief to roll in. It feels scary to allow it. It feels like if I open the door a little it will consume me. It feels like if I share this side of me you will not like my negativity (I know that is bull shit). It feels like shame will roll on in alongside grief and pain.. and shame feels like death. It feels like if I allow the grief to enter I might never feel light again. It feels risky to need support. It feels selfish to think my grief matters when others are swimming in even deeper pain and sadness. It feels safer to escape my body. To hover just outside of it- numb and excusing the pain. And my soul cant allow it. Soul-Full is about not only the beauty and light but also the terror and pain and shadow dancing right along side it. Hello pain. I greet you. Hello shadow. Hello grief. I see you. I will not leave you. I may cry... But I will not leave you.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 14:39:01 +0000
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