Guys, I need help. Im scared. Well, I think I am. Its hard to explain. The reason this is seemingly all so sudden is because at first I thought it wasnt a big deal, that it would go away, or maybe I just wasnt getting enough sleep. But it hasnt been going away. Why im scared is because I dont think I can feel any emotions anymore. I mean, I KNOW how I feel. Like, deep down I know my opinion and how I feel and think about someone or something but...I just...dont FEEL it. You know? Like fir example; when I finally am able to get something Ive been wanting for a long time, when I get it I just...dont feel happy. I mean like, I know Im happy. Im glad to have gotten this item. But I feel nothing for it. Sometimes I have to force myself to feel. Like I have a self-given drive. He hurt you, feel angry. She said something nice, feel happy. You finally got to know where youre going, feel excited. Like I have to tell myself how to feel. I dont have that initiative to feel. I just kinda, tell myself to feel what I think I should be feeling. Or when im doing something somewhere, it doesnt click with my mind that im doing it. I am aware that it is going on and happening, but I just feel...nothing towards it. I feel like I should, or think I should to be exact, but I just...dont. When my mom brings home good news that I know I should be happy about and I see her flipping out and jumping and being very happy (and thats not limited to my experiences with my mom, this happens with a lot of other people in a lot of other situations), it makes me feel cold. Only because I feel nothing at all. I know I should be happy but I just cant feel happiness. And im scared. I dont remember when exactly this started happening, but I just know it is. I remember what it was like to have my emotions and get happy and sad and excited when appropriate, but not its like I feel nothing about anything ever. I dont know if any of you have been going through this as well or if any of you have over come it, im just looking for answers. Why do I feel nothing? Is this a psychological problem? How can I get my emotions back? Please, I really want to know how to feel again. Thank you for all that took the time to read this, and please, if anyone has any information for me please help/~\
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 07:32:43 +0000
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