Happiness ending quickly... I met kevin here, he was Akemi Satzuki OBrien back then. It was the 30th of December 2012 when he randomly sent me a message. I sort of made him mad back then... I was joking when he got offended and I was not well aware of it. But then it kinda went away and we got to talk about lots of things. He has girl that time, and I have my boy too. We were on the same page actually, for both of us have not talked to our ka-RS for quite some time. From there we kinda clicked. We exchange our own dramatic povs regarding our own relationships...And then the what ifs were formed.As you can see, cw 2012 is not yet a place for immature people back then. We were under the impression that we all live as a character and that showing your OP will depend on your own choice. Yes, he showed his OP, and again i offended him for saying that he kinda looked like a poser, or should I say, I asked if any ody ever told him that he looks like one. Oh he really did get pissed. And I was very sorry, I mean, woah there, he kinda have the looks. and I am a sucker for thick eyebrows and such beautiful eyes. We did talk a lot, up until 3-4am. We have tons and tons of topics, so what happened with out own ka-rs? I was the first one to broke up with Cenver. After all, i know he will never come back anymore. It was my stupid hope wanting to hold on a little longer but yeah, I ended it. And then he was giving signs, showing the actions of being sweet , kilig to the bones as you may say. But no. i never wanted them to break up just for the sake of my happiness. Im the one whos been urging him to do something so as not to end it so easily. And then he kinda knock it off, because all he ever shows me is that Im the one he likes. Im the one he is going to choose. i told him, if he wanted it that way, if he really no longer loves her he should end it and tell it to her. Tell the whole story of why he is breakingup with her. I dont and never will want a cover up for the real reason of him breaking up with her. We ended up being together. He courted me for 2-3 weeks and does the 26th of January meant the most to me. The same old routine happens. We always ended up talking until 4am. Until... something starts to grow. Oh yeah, yeah right. Our emotions as handlers for our characters start to grow on us and that we kinda ended up with the same silly pattern most of you here seeks to achieve. We did fall in love. It was a bit tough to explain and to accept but we passed that mark well enough. And thats when a lot of problems occured. The top being jealousy. Hes been jealous over a friend of mine, and Ive been jealous over lots of girls clamouring around him. Not to mention he has more of them in the outaide world too. days before and after Valentines we had some very serious problems and I really thought its no longer gonna work out and its over for us. but the next day surprised me... He sent me a text, and i immediately accepted it as a sign that its not over yet so i did all that I can to get the feelings back on track. And it did. We started talking more and more about ourselves, pur stpries, our favorites.., so by the time that we hit the 18th birthday topic... again, he did something that amazes me again, spmething that made me admire him even more. Apart from some late night serenades through the phone this ones really unexpected. He kinda sent me a letter as his gift for my 18th birthday. Im sorry, but Im a sucker for letters. Well, I never really thought such man exists in this world. I mean, he always know whats happening around me, hes definitely frank, hes sweet, he.... well hes rich and handsome and tall but those are just extra toppings for me. Were doing good until March came... Family problems on his side. Oh yeah, were kinda legit on both sides but his father does not approve of it. So, a lot of things happened. First week of March, he was set to meet his twin brother no matterwhat it takes even though a birthday partys set for him in another country. The two of them rarely got the chance to meet since kenneth decided to ran away from homeand then theres Joyce, even before this point, she has been telling me everyhing, updates about him. She was his friend and i dearly love her. Shes also one of the few reasons why Ive held on for so long. The three of them met. And then days after that.... Kevin told me he and kenneths set to leave for Australia. I was under the impression that I was to blame for that. His dad never liked me and Im not the right type of girl for his son. J told me that Kevs really trying to defend me but he has no choice but to do what his father says. I understood that, everything, family always comes first so i never blamed Kevin for that. In fact, I blamed myself for not being good enough to meet his fathers expectations. April,May, June.... Everything starts to get cold... we rarely talked. one time, when we finally got the chance to talk again, everything turned out great, all the negativity gone, everythings just great... until he has to leave andhis reason was something, and I do realized its about kenneth. June 30. He broke up with me. He asked for a break up and I said yes. i told him a long time ago that if he seriously asks for it i will give it and so i did. and then everything changed. Months later.. we got to talk again... still the same way, i was let there hoping and waiting things will change but no. i know he still loves me and i the same, but then it was really time to go. I kinda did a great job at setting aside all my feelings for him hoping that if he ever gets back i will always be here welcoming him with arms wide open. But just the sudden turn of events which I have long been thinking of happened. Yeah, his twin brother Ken died and he was set to marry Joyce, and finally admitting he now thinks hes in love with her. And now, perhaps i think Im done waiting to be saved.
Posted on: Sun, 12 Oct 2014 08:52:00 +0000
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