Have you ever ben a neurotic blend of excited, nervous, anticpation filled and terrifed at one?. Yep, me too. Little freaked out and excited to go back to Tulsa this weekend. To be frank (or Barry) and quite literal. This is where deepwater faith in the shallow end gets exposed. This is the weekend where we see if my faith has any merit, how will I respoond either way? Only the Big Guy upstairs knows. This weekend I will find out (ok actualy Tuesday, but the barrage of tests starts Sunday pm) if I will ahve a shot at treating this thing with surgery or a treatment plan to erradicate the cancer, OR if I will be a chemo guiy until I check out, OR at worst if I truly do only have months to live. EXCITING stuff and nerve racking stuff all at once. There is a quiet humot in giving somebody 30K to tell you if you are going to keep rolling of leave a really good looking and young corpse....LOL. Tuesday is coming, of course I wioll post and update whether it is good or bad. Worst case is I go home, but I have to be honest- Im NOT ready to go. I have kids to raise and a wife that is WAY to young and hot to be a wido. Sure as hades dont want another brother soending my life insurance.....LOL. Any who, in the words of Ringo Starr..Peace and Love, peace and love!lol have a great day, now go find somebody and hug them will ya, for no reason other than somebody YOU know needs a hug. You dont need a reason, just go with your gut, heck there isnt enough love on this rock anyway. Tell somebody Jesus loves them, tell them YOU love them andhelp make somebody who is nervous, apprehetious ar just plainly upset have a better day.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Jul 2014 15:57:07 +0000
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