Have you ever pretended to be someone else or to live a life you really didnt have because you were unsatisfied with self? I did...In the PAST... When I was spiritually bankrupt, emotionally unstable and mentally lost, I pretended to have a perfect life, without dysfunction; when I really suffered from low self esteem, and desperate to be loved by a man. I put others down, sought approval and pleased people by spending money I didnt have. I told myself I was fine with a nice body and will get a man to take care of me. When I had no idea what love was; given or received. I was very shallow and weak minded and used my ass to get a man. I hated myself so instead of changing me, I attempted to change men to make me feel above them. It made me feel better so I continued to live above my small means and walk around like my isht didnt stink, when in reality it smelled like hells shit. If you understand this post seek God & therapy. Get a grip on your life. After you find yourself, you will then be able to be happy. Overcoming Toxic Relationships kelleyporter
Posted on: Wed, 25 Jun 2014 04:01:02 +0000
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