He gave my pass codes to his family. They hijacked my devices. They pretend to be what they are NOT. He created situations, for a reaction from me. I DID react, he used them to justify his inabilities to be a better person. Trust, faith, loyalty. Gone. A young media man, knew of a circumstance beforehand. I knew the possibilities of a bad scene, and tried to explain. He said he was wise beyond his years. It got SO very bad. My heart hurt, even though, I thought, I had my friends love & support, in an attempt to improve myself for us. It was so ugly. I was so ugly. I was so ashamed. My heart was heavy with guilt. It took a long time to gather the courage to face the young man & his family to apologize, but, I did. They forgave me. Maybe not. He has definitely used it to justify his actions. Was it the one who gave me 3 boxes of chocolate for Christmas (I am a diabetic) who said LET HER DIE, or his demented sister, or maybe his newest ego stroker? When they learn what I know, will they be shocked? Maybe not. I suppose it doesnt matter to them. He disposes his wives so easily. I am his 4th. Commitment only matters, when its easy life for him. He must be happy. Life IS good, dear sister in law.
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 22:46:32 +0000
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