Hello friends, I am jatin tiwari………..from gwalior……….. maine meri life mein kai ladkiyo ko propose kiya, or 4-5 ko to girlfriend bhi bnaya lekin pyar kya hota hai ye us time nahin pta tha mujhe…….main kafi smart ldka hoon isiliye mujhe lgta tha ki mujhe kabhi koi ldki mna nahin kar sakti or us time tak kisi ne kiya bhi nahin tha……. Jab main 11th mein tha….usi time maine computer course karne ka socha… main or maine ek institute mein admission le liya …… OR AaJ 12/10/2011 KO Meri class ka 1st day tha…………… jab main class mein phucha to maine waha pad rahe sabhi students se mera introduction. Kraya………… unhi mein se 1 ldki thi jiska nam tha shiva shukla….. jab maine use dekha to dekhta hi rah gya, bahut hi pyari lag rahi thi vo. Tabhi soch liya tha ki ise apni girlfriend jarur banauga. Uska admission bhi ek week pahle hi hua tha, to use bhi hamare sath hi kar diya gya .ab roj main class padne jane lga. Hamare batch ki timing 12:30-2 am thi….mujhe computer mein bahut interest hai par us time kuch khash nahin janta tha main……. Par shiva bahut achchi thi padne mein… Uske no. hamesha sabse jyada ate the or main hamesha uski tareef kiya karti thi. Ek din ese hi bato –bato mein maine use usse jyada marks lane ka challenge de diya….. maine socha tha ki vo bhi challenge de degi… But usne esa kuch nahin kiya or kaha agar tum achche se padai karoge to achche hi marks ayenge….or chali gyi…. Next day hamara test hua or uske dusre din hamara result btaya gya. Jese hi main class mein aya unhone sabse pahle mujhe congratulate kiya or kaha ki I got 94 marks upon 100… main bahut khus tha tabhi maine shiva ki tarf dekha……. Maine socha tha ki use bura lag rha hoga….. but she was also very happy for me… and after that usane bataya ki uske 96 marks hai.. mujhe ye sunkar bahut hi bura lga… I cant tell you ki us time kya feel kar rha tha main . class khatm hone ke bad vo mere pass ayi or boli-“ congratulation! Tumhare bahut achche marks aye hain”par class ke or student has rhe the… ki main challenge har gya………… Us time mujhe us par bahut gussa aya, jabki sach batau to vo marks meri padai ke nahin but cheating ke the…. Apne attitude ki vajah se main uski achchaiya bhi nahin dekh pa rha tha…….. main use neecha dikhana chahta tha isiliye uske sath pyar ka drama start kar diya……. Sabse pahle usse friendship ki……. Or kuch din bad pyar ka natak start kar diya…… jab maine use first day kha to usne saf mna kar diya ki main tumse pyaar nahin karti hoon….. ………… jab maine ye bat suni to mera para or high ho gya ki uski itni himmat ki mujhe mna kar de…………..maine soch liya tha ki isse ha bulva kar hi rahunga……………. Mene use presan karna start kar diya. Bahut presan kiya maine use………..pura din main use call or message karta……… har waqt main use yhi kahta ki main use bahut pyar karta hoon……….. or ek din to mainne had hi kar di use ek message kiya ki agar usne I love you nahin bola to main suicide kar lunga………. Usne mujhe bahut samjhaya par main nahin mana or atlast usne I love you bol diya……….agr main turant use bta deta ki ye drama hai to shayad use jyada bura nahin lgta isiliye maine ye drama 6 month continue rak kha or 6 mahine hamare beech sab kuch bahut achcha chala…………ham sath -2 padte , ghumne jate…………….vo us time tak mujhse bahut pyar karne lgi thi or ek bar to kha bhi ki main tumse hi shadi krungi varna mar jaungi………. ek din mere se mera ek dost bola ki yar kab bta rha hai use ki ye sab pyar- vyar ek drama hain…….maine jab ye suna to thoda bur alga par samne dekha to shiva khadi thi or uski aankho mein anshu the , vo mere pass ayi or rote hue boli ki tumne esa kyun kiya or chali gyi or main use kuch nahin kah paya…….. Us time mujhe `esa feel ho rha tha ki jese kuch kho diya hai maine……ghar gya to kuch bhi achcha nahin lag rha tha or bar-2 mobile Dekh rha tha ki shayad koi message ya call aa jaye…………par esa kuch nahin hua……… main rat bhar nahin so paya………. Vese hamesha mere jagne se pahle ek jan ka message jrur ata tha or main bhi sabse pahle usi ko hi message karta tha ..par us din sab kuch bahut bura lag rha tha main bahut hi miss kar rha tha use…. Jiski life main barbad karna chahta tha. Vo meri life kab ban gyi mujhe pta bhi nahin chla……..phir bhi main ye bat samjh nahin paya us time apne ego ki vajah se….or socha ki agr usse bat ki to sab sochenge ki main ek ldki ke liye jhuk gya……. Isiliye soch liya kuch nahin kahunga usse or kisi or ko pta lunga……..par main kitna bhi chahu ki uske bare mein nahin sochunga. Par pta nahin kyun bar-bar usi ke bare mein soch rha… dusre din class mein bhi usi ka wait kar rha tha… par vo nahin ayi.. or do week tak main apni feeling chupane ki koshish karta rha but main esa nahin kar paya.. atlast esa lgne lga ki nahin paunga uske bina… or phir mere dost ko pta chal hi gya ki main usse pyar karne lga hoon es bar to main usse chupa bhi nahin paya………….. main bas ab usse milna chahta tha…….maine apne dost ko bola…… usne mujhe pooja ka no. diya jo shiva ki friend or mere dost ki girl friend thi…….. pooja se bat karne ke bad mujhe pta chla ki shiva bahut bimar hai or admit bhi… ye sab sunkar main apne ap ko bahut guilty feel kar rha tha…. Kyunki uski ye halat meri vajah se hui thi….main us time ka dard apko explain bhi nahin kar sakta hoon……… ab to bas mujhe usse milna tha or main hospital phuch gya…….. vaha maine use dekh to liya par bat nahin ho payi kyunki uske bhaiya –bhabhi vahi thi….. main do din tak roj usse hospital mein milne ke liye jata par bat nahin ho pa rhi thi… uske gharvale vhi par the ……… ……… maine us time feel kiya ki pyar kya hota ,, pyar ka dard kya hota hai… kitna mushkil hota hai uske bina ek pal bitana jise ham pyar karte hain………………………..do din bad vo hospital se discharge hokar ghar aa gyi,,,,, ab mujhse usk bina rha nahin ja rha tha ,,, isiliye bina kisi ki parvah kiye main uske ghar pahuch gya,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, us time pooja bhi mere sath thi,,,,,,, jaise hi main uske ghar phucha mujhe sabse pahle uski bhabhi mili……. Vo mujhse poochne lgi ki main kon hoon.. maine kha uska dost hoon,, usse milna… unhone kha ki vo us room mein hai…… jab main room mein phucha to vo leti hui thi mujhe dekh kar hi uth gyi…. Or maine jate hi sabse pahle use sorry bola…. She- sorry to mujhe bolna chahiye tumhe meri vajah se itni tkleef hui… Me-Please mujhe maff kar do. Mujhse galti ho gai , par pyar main sach mein tumse karta hoon ,, is bat ka ahsas mujhe ab hua…. She please jatin , phir se nahin ab nahin sah paungi…… Me—main janta hoon ki tum mujhse bahut pyar karti ho, bas ek mauka dedo.. main yah bat sabit kar dunga please… main tumhare binanahin ji sakta ab;;;;;; Or ye sunkar vo mere gale lagkar rone lgi,,,,,,, room mein uski bhabhi aa gyi … or unhone sab sun liya…. Unhone mujhse kha ki tum bahar jao . mujhe shiva se kuch bat karni hai,,,,, thodi der bad vo room se bahar aa gyi or pta nahin unhone use kya bola par vo mujhe ek mauka dene ke liye man gyi…… meri life mein sab kuch sahi ho gya mujhe mera pyar phir se mil gya…….. main bahut khus tha…… tbhi ek din main shiva ke sath bike par ja rha tha , or uske bhaiya ne hame dekh liya ,,,,,,,,, vo bahut dar gyi thi or ghar jane ko mna karne lgi….. maine use bahut smjhaya,,,,,but vo man hi nahin rhi thi ,,,,, isiliye main use uske ghar chodne gya…. Dar to mujhe bhi bahut lag rha tha par main use akele chod ke nahin ja sakta tha,,,,,,,, esa lag rha tha ki aj mujh par bahut bjega par esa kuch nahin hua…… jese hi main use chod ke jane lga…….. uske bhaiya ne mujhe roka…… main bahut dar gya …… unhone mujhse kaha………….. khan ghum rhe the isk sath.. me- college se aa rha tha he- uske dost ho…. Me- ham ek -dusre se pyar karte hain…… He- life mein kya banna hai.. Me- computer engineer He- or shadi ke bare mein Me- main shiva se bahut pyar karta hoon…main usi se shadi karna chahta hoon…… He-to dar kyun rhe ho, tum apni life mein sat ho jao. Main time ane par tum dono ki shadi karva dunga…………. Ye sunkar main bahut khush ho gya…. Par unhone sath hi worn bhi kiya ki main usse is tarh nahin mil sakta………….. maine unse kha ki main kya abhi ek bar mil sakta hoon…….. unhone ha kar diya Jab shiva room mein ayi to vo ro rhi thi…… phir maine use sari bat batayi or vo bhi man gyi, uske bad main ghar aa gya….. thode dino bad hamare exam ho gye….. or result bhi aa gya………..or main noida aa gya or vo vahi rah gyi….. maine use us din call ki or kha ki maain noida ja rha hoon.. vo bas ro rhi thi.. mujhe bhi bahut bura lag rha tha……… par thodi der bad shiva mere ghar aa gyi.. main to use dekh kar shocked ho gya ki vo yha kaise/////to usne bataya ki bhaiya ne bola tumse milne ko… us din last time maine usse achche se baat ki or main yha aa gya… ….. ……. …….. Ab sirf hamari calls or message se hi bate hoti hai… uske bad se use 3 bar hi dekha hai……. par phir bhi main bahut khush hoon kyuuki main janta hoon ki use hamesha ke liye apna bnana hai to kuch din to dur rukna hi hoga……………………… Dosto , ye meri real lovestory hai jo abhi puri nahin hui……. Me aap logo ko ek bat batana chahta hoon ki kuchh bhi karo par kabhi kisi ke dil ke sath khelne ki koshish mat karna or vo bhi shiva pyari karti hai jaisi Ldkiyo ke sath to kabhi bhi nahin, kyunki ye ldkia apni life mein kisi ek se hi… mujhe to dusra mauka mil gya par shayad apko na mile………
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 08:57:57 +0000
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