Hello people of Singapore, LGBT youths and pets. Today marks the 10th year of my relationship with this beautiful man. He is kind, funny and just the right person for me. We often laugh and just do silly things when we were younger, now 33, and just live life to the fullest. When hell breaks lose, we supported each other with immense amount of love and care, never to leave each other arms. Today also marks the 2nd year he is in a coma. It was just a typical road accident that you will hear on the news but the effects of it, is devastating. My life completely changed since his accident. Everyday, I wake up and tell myself, maybe today is the day he would get up and I will hug him and kiss his lips. Everyday, and still counting. It was a typical Sunday afternoon, and he was driving his way back to our apartment after buying some of our favorite cakes. I didnt follow him that day (and it was the first time since we started buying their cake every Sunday). I should have had. Every time I visited the hospital, it was only me. Always me. Never his parents nor his siblings. It would seem that they cut off their relations with their beautiful son. I asked God sometimes, why would people do such thing? Abandoning their own son. I would always hear him sob in my dreams at night. While sleeping I could hear him saying Mom Dad, I love you. I want to see you. It is literally haunting me, and I do believe in superstitions. If I let him see them, he might leave me too. Leave me for good. I often call his sister whom was still kind enough to answer my calls and talk to me occasionally. But our conversation was short, hi, hows my brother, good? okay, bye. If i could just get them to see him once, I would be happy and I know he would too. Its just sad to know that he is alone. We dont know what is going to happen to us any time. I may be dead tomorrow too. I just cant leave him like this. He needs someone to care for him. My love is not enough, he needs his family too. For two years, my effort was not bringing any luck. It seems that his parents were REALLY letting him go. If he dies, he dies. I do miss him, each and every minute. Gosh, if you look at me now, I am flowing with tears as I am typing this. The reason why am I writing this is that, I am concerned about him. His life, our life together. I maybe gone tomorrow. He may be gone tomorrow too. I love him and I know he loves me back. I want to write this as a reassurance that I will see him again, no matter what had happen in the past two years. I want him to know that his life partner was living a life that he would want me to have too. I want him to wake up in happiness and be accepted by his family again. To let him see his mom and dad before he leaves. I just need to know.. Anyway one thing that you readers could take away from this writing is that, if you are in a relationship, love that partner of yours. Lets keep drama only on screen. Show him/her the love that made you fell in love with him each and everyday. You might not be able to show him the love again tomorrow or even the next minute. Just be sure that you do so. Live life with no regrets. If you are single, hey I am single too, just not available. I was once like that, lost in life, telling myself that love does not exist. But hey, I found mine. I still love him although it is not reciprocated but I know he still lingers around my dreams. Hope I did say something useful to yall. Love, SS [Malaysia]
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 05:01:03 +0000
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