Hey babe well...happy anniversary! !!! Im writing this cause ive thought about you and me. I know its getting difficult but itll get better. I wont be such an asshole and blow everything into proportion. Ill be more understanding. I mean i did for a while havent I? But like everything else old habits are hard to kill. Im sorry for starting shit and for being shit basically. But I want to be better for the both of us. For you basically because you mean everything to me. If I thought you were just another individual amongst the crowd I wouldnt be here trying to fix it or you wouldnt always be on my mind even if im mad at you. I promise things will change for better or worse I know I bend and I break all my promises But now its time for the truth but I keep my head in the cloud and hope I cant just be invisible to you I know this post wont have any effect and your just going to either see it or like it but I just want you to know how I feel and think about you. Well im going to try my best to explain it. When im mad at you I cant help but just want to stop arguing. When Im not near you every little thing starts to piss me off. Only because I miss you so much. When i sit there and listen to music I have fantasies that I want to do something specoal for you. I get jealous when olissa or sheridan or anybody thats at your house because I would give anything to trade places with them. All the videos or things you made me cheer me up when im moody or just in a meh mood. Because even out of the darkest place of the universe ill still be able to find a light. And that light is you. It makes me feel special when you say things to me or when you make a video for me. Or post on my wall....or tagg me in a status. Or a picture. I just want you to be happy with me. I want to be the one who makes you laugh the hardest. The one who comforts you when your sad, angry, mad, or down. I want to be the one who your thinking of all the time. ive become more open minded and wont say shit about what you like. I know ive said it before but when I read *ahem* it was pretty good and had great story lines. I just want to cuddle wuth you and read it. I want to be the one who proposes to you with a pokeball at a slipknot concert. I was a stupid ignorant kid to say shit about what you like. When what you like is kick ass. I dont know why I said shit in the first place. *sigh* when you tell me who you fan girl over or who you like I get envious and it just puts me down. But we all have fangirling moments. I just have to accept that. And when you call me ai it makes me feel really warm inside and I just get happy. When we cuddle I feel really comfy and never want to ever let you go. When you give me hugs or kisses over the phone or messaging I get even more happy....but in person its better. I dont care If my whole family forgets my birthday. I just want you to remember it. I want you for my present not some materialized object bought from a store. No I want you. The person I love to death. I just wanted to make up for all the shitty things I ever did to you. If youd just give me a chance. Ill make you my queen. Zhombee Queen. Heh see what I did there. But happy anniversary sweetie
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 06:30:48 +0000
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