Hi everyone! Wow it feels like FOREVER since I last posted an update. How are you all? Missed you all loads and loads. Im so sorry for my absence and you have all been so supportive of me that I feel like I should try and explain why Ive been gone. But how to describe the inexplicable? I suffer from something that is probably easiest described as a depression, but that doesnt really cover it. Its more a not-here-ness Its like my brain gets taken to another dimension while my body stays in this one. It used to be a scary event, now its just something that happens. For someone like me who has a degree in philosophy its actually quite interesting from an objective point of view. From a subjective point of view its damn difficult getting anything done. Really the only way I can deal with it is to disconnect from everything external, let it runs its course and then slowly pick up the pieces and reassemble myself afterwards. This weekend was the first time in the last three weeks that Ive felt like I can try and start the reassembly process. Im taking it slow, as I dont want to burn myself out and find myself back at square one. I know a lot of you are still waiting on replies to comments and messages and there are a million notifications on here (ok, not quite a million, but a lot) that I will be working my way through over the next few days. If you have left a comment, I WILL get back to you, I promise and I really appreciate your patience. Thanks again for all your support guys. You are all wonderful people and I look forward to chatting with you all again soon :) xx
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 08:08:31 +0000
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