How can I express what youve meant to me these many years? The bond weve shared has been stronger than any other in my life. You were always there for me when I was alone. You never judged me or held a grudge. You welcomed me back with open arms. You were practically my lover - we knew each other so intimately. You invaded every pore of me. Just the smell of you can set my heart pounding. The feel of you in my hand, so smooth and firm, makes my blood boil even now. God, I want you so badly. You and I have been together through so very much. When I was scared, you gave me strength. When I was happy, you shared my joys. When I was angry, you fueled my fire with your own. When I was hungry you nourished me. I will not lie and say that Ive not thought about you every day, many times a day since we were last together, but Im missing you less and less and beginning to resent you more and more. Ok, so maybe Ive replaced you with chocolate, cursing and random fits of banging my head against the wall until I black out or the neighbors call the cops, LMAO! But despite this temporary madness Ive had the courage to take my life back and know that I will forever more live each day on MY OWN terms. Yes, I know youre thinking that I will miss you so much that Ill come crawling back on all fours but you underestimate my intelligence. I dont want you at all. All along youve been the one begging me to take you in. How can I tell you I have to go? Ill just do it... This is Goodbye. I love you and I always will, but this is killing me. Its not healthy and Im beginning to see that now. I have changed, grown, but you have stayed the same. Weve been going in different directions for a while, and I just havent been able to admit it to myself. Now I can. Yep My love affair is over Ive quit smoking!
Posted on: Fri, 16 Jan 2015 20:46:26 +0000
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