How has it been two months already? Part of me feels like I only saw him yesterday, another part feels like these two months have lasted forever. This constant despair how is this fair we did everything right his future was so bright was he even real? I cant tell, my heart is like steel they say youre feeling numb but what Im feeling to others would stun. I cant remember his face or his presence in this place I cant remember his sitting on my knee what the hell is wrong with me? They say that this is a depression this horrible angry sensation I was those around me who look so happy the hatred towards them leaves me feeling even more crappy. I am always a second from tears Now I am living through my worst fears this had happened before with my brother now it is I who is living as a bereaved mother.
Posted on: Sat, 02 Aug 2014 12:53:08 +0000