I May not see them all the time and the time we do have is limited I may be annoying at sometimes and funny at others, I may not be very strong physically like my cousin Richie Perez or have the best looks like my sis Jasleen Benitez or maybe not be as smart like Angie, Terrie Cabrera, or Kathy Perez but when I destroy the walls that obstruct my view of my beautiful family and shorten the gap in distance between us from Winston-Salem, North Carolina and York, Pennsylvania all the way to where I am Brooklyn, New York, that limits us from seeing each other for most of the time (5 years) we dont have to be together 24/7 but when we are we should spend that time wisely and catch up and honestly the thoughts that come into my head that yall dont love are wrong but what else am I suppose to think when none of my cousins call me or call my mother for me or when we are all together in PA (which probably wont happen again for another 10 years) and Nena doesnt talk to me, Kathy and I barely talked, spent most of my time with Richie wrestling and losing, I bonded the most with Angie and my cousin who I considered my first sister, the cousin I grew up with listens to my jokes laughs and then walks away to go spend time with Melany Benitez who is their all the time or Nena who was their way longer than I was. Hopefully when I break down the ways and shorten the distance between us we will get a better chance and hopefully it will go smoother but as long as I have unlimited access to your hearts and at least have a quarter of your love and have yall if not physically then spiritually maybe then I will get what Im after a perfect loving family and only then will I be complete. Nevertheless I love you all with all my heart and it will continue to be that way for the rest of eternity and there aint nothing in hell or anybody that can stop my love for yall I love you Terrie, Nena, Richie, Kathy, Angie, Melany, Joey, Ray, Maria Santana, Welo, Missjae Santana, Yahaira Perez, Princess Benitez, Goya Been, Pete Knuckles, Billy Benitez, Mom and Dad, Hazel, Jaceyon, and Chica Cruzan.
Posted on: Sat, 26 Apr 2014 01:49:16 +0000
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