I always get grilled by my friends and family that im too nice and - TopicsExpress



          

I always get grilled by my friends and family that im too nice and lovey dovey to those that hate me.. To those who blatantly stab me from the back and front! I tell them everything about me when they ask, Those people who have tried their very best to ruin my life and still continue to.. And im always ther with open arms to them.. Reason being? Im not scared of them.. Nothin they possess intimidates me.. Actually most of them dont have much.. Why isit im still so lovey to them? Simple. I have such a small weak loving heart.. Sometimes abit like a child. Who jus wants to make it all better... I never let anyone feel inferior when they are around me, when they feel intimidated by me and my possessions and i blatantly know this, i try to ease them.. Show them im absolute nothing.. Not because i want them to love me.. Noo.. I want them to find enough love for themselves.. To accept who they are.. Honestly, seems like a silly logic, but to me its true... I always believe if i forgive and show mercy to those who have hurt me, maybe Allah سبحانه و تعالى will show mercy on me on the day of Reckoning.. I have good akhlaq (manners), as taught by my parents an what deen teaches me, i refuse to act like an ass when people come over and speak to me just because they hate me. Its not in my nature to speak like a dog to others.. Even if i know whole heartedly that these people are full of it, never on my face will i show that, not because im fake but because my parents have taught me better and my heart doesnt allow me to.. By Allah سبحانه و تعالى, these are my reasons.. I dont class such people as my haters, jeez im a nobody, i class them as just people who have issues with contentment of their own life.. If you say Alhamdulillah with all u possess and all that you are, ur content. And u dont have time to hate on others.. So may Allah سبحانه و تعالى grant peace contempment and always happiness to those who try their level best to ruin me and mine.. I dont believe their tryin will ever work tho, because i have full faith in Allah سبحانه و تعالى .. He will never let me down. This world will let me down, but Allah سبحانه و تعالى will never.. So try harder if you like, but the rope iv held.. The One iv got? Always remember... My team is bigger than yours. #Reflection #AllahOnMySide #LoveThoseWhoHateYou
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 20:35:57 +0000

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