I always thought this time of year was magical. Instead it has turned into a nightmare of bad news. I was told something tonight that actually took my breath away and made me feel so sick. I just dont understand when bad thing happen to good people. People that have always made you smile and feel special no matter what the situation has been my whole life. You dont have to be blood to be family and love unconditionally. This person has always been there for the good and bad and I can not even imagine the fact that they will not be here when I pick up the phone to call. I am not ready to loose another person so close to my heart. Its unfair and makes me so mad that GOD works the way he does sometimes. Prayers do not help, treatments do not help. People are not just a write off in life. I guess we just think that certain people will always be by your side and then they leave you so unexpectedly. Will not be a happy new year for me in the next few months except for our new baby being born healthy, Dear GOD please take this feeling away. If I can save lives every day why cant I save the ones I love. I feel so sad and alone tonight.
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 03:58:31 +0000
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