I am having a Horrible time right now, the Pain and Grief are overwhelming, the Sadness and Feelings of guilt are like a plague. I feel sick and lost, lonely and weak, the nights are the worst, I cant close my eyes to rest without having the vision of seeing My Precious Jenny Laying there taking her last breaths, my heart is destroyed when I see this, God I need your help through this, I beg of you, so here is my Prayer to you, My God, my Lord and Savior I beg of thee, please take this yoke of pain I bear for I can no longer carry it. The pain and grief that make its whole is just to much to bear. To have known Love beyond the boundaries of this world, to have held the universe in your arms and stroked its hair, to have gazed into the eyes of the most precious thing on earth, to have kissed the lips of your heaven sent soul mate and rubbed her cheek as you whisper phrases of Love to each other, these are the things I long to feel again. I know this is not possible again in this lifetime, therefore I ask that you grant me peace, the ability to accept your will and move on. Grant me your Grace so I can heal and continue your work here on earth and further your Kingdom. Grant me your Love so I can continue to Love those around me through you without fear of feeling the pain of loss so great again. These things I kneel and cry out to you oh God, help me so I can help others, restore my heart oh Lord to its fullness and make me whole again. Lord only you know the time and timing of this, but give me patience and strength to ride it out, give me the words when asked how Im doing, allow me to show and speak only what glorifies you and your kingdom here on earth. Give me your eyes so I can see what you see and the ability to do what needs to be done at the time it needs to be done. These are the things I ask of you oh Lord, I ask all these things in your precious name, Amen
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 19:34:14 +0000
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