I am sitting here thinking about my life and yes Im a minister of the gospel but let me get you straight ministers arent exempt from stress depression nor any of the other day to day problems that everyone else goes through. As I attempt to open up this morning I realize that social media is not the place for such things but Im hoping to help someone thats going through a similar situation. Well here goes first I give honor to God my wife and those who are reading this. Im not perfect by no means but I am human and a child of the King. Im so depressed and hurt by the way christians are using the bible to get over on people to get rich. These people are poison they tend to pretend to be your friend and want to help you especially if you are going through a though time. Im a victim of the such. People be careful who you let in your personal space that also includes christians. Im not saying that all christians are bad but theres alot of these wolves out there seeking to devour whomever they may. These people get so close to you that they get all your personal information and if youre married and are having a few problems please seek a professional councelor. A doctor/ marriage counselor certificate. I made this terrible mistake and now Im fighting for my marriage. Yes I have made mistakes but so has my partner as in all marriages. There is no perfect marriage you just learn how to work together with Christ Jesus being your guide. But when we take God out of the equations we loose but with that being said all we have to do is ask for forgiveness and God will honor that. However I often wonder why we cant forgive as God wants us to but tend to hold onto what a person did years ago but expect them to forgive and forget what we did or said. As I write this I ask for forgiveness for all my mistakes and the hurt I may have caused by these mistakes. Not putting no one on blast but you know who you are. I want you all to know that I love hard and I hurt deep. I love everything and everyone but thats not to be twisted I dont have to like your words or actions. As I said earlier beware of these people whom satin is using to destroy you. I am so hurt because I allowed this to happen that I cant function normal. All I do is blame myself for being in a place that I have to fight for my life and my marriage. This might not help my situation but maybe by the grace of God it will help you. Blessings to you all.
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 10:12:48 +0000
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