I am still up voice gone alil everything chrisssss u really gone no call from u yet...no saying i am about to come get u or take this ride up my mom house with me so i can wash up and get some clothes no more me coming on uber st spending a night or coming help u clean up or u just wanting me to be around ...no more me telling u how i didnt want u outside all late especially when u had ur lil drinks in u u just would keep calling for nothing or come around then u fall asleep in the car i use to be mad cause i would tell u how i hated u doing that i.didnt feel comfortable with u doing that i would blow u up on the phone till i knew u was in safe and we would talk till u fell asleep on me lol.. u always be like rasheeda do u really love and i would look at u and be like chris yess u will be like i know. ... CHRIS This wasnt meant for u like seriously mannn u just lost ur gmom remember we i drove u to the hospital in ur car u was like come in but i just set in the car so u can have family time with ur family they had came from outta town but i think this was right before she past and she was just n the hospital. ..i was always there i saw the hurt in u aNd all i can say is it would be okay u now i am telling myself the same shit when i know its not...My best friend words cant explain the way i am feeling
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 08:30:07 +0000