I cant even express how it feels to have all this love support and generosity from all our family, friends and strangers. It seems everywhere I go someone is giving me a hug, telling me a story of one of there loved ones that has battled depression and suicide or offering some kind of help. I would like to thank Hannah Mae from z-vex and Julie Robbins from earth Quaker Devices for organizing and setting up a fundraiser for Bronson and I. I dont even know how to thank you guys. I miss Andrew everything I do or say one see reminds me of him. I have replayed our life together in my head every night and I still dont see how this happened. I wish I had a sign of his struggle. I am reading and trying to learn more about depression and suicide and how to heal. I have the same dream every night I am in the front of a boat and I look back and Andrew is driving the boat. He is smiling at me, he has sunglasses on and a black hoodie.We are on little pine lake and we our taking a cruise. It is so real I can see very freckle on his face. the wind is blowing against his face and he is happy. Big love to all of you, even with all this darkness your kindness and compassion leads me to the light. Thank you
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 02:45:04 +0000
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