I dont know how to love him. What to do, how to move him. Ive been changed, yes really changed. In these past few days, when Ive seen myself, I seem like someone else. I dont know how to take this. I dont see why he moves me. Hes a man. Hes just a man. And Ive had so many men before, In very many ways, Hes just one more. Should I bring him down? Should I scream and shout? Should I speak of love, Let my feelings out? I never thought Id come to this. Whats it all about? Dont you think its rather funny, I should be in this position. Im the one whos always been So calm, so cool, no lovers fool, Running every show. He scares me so. I never thought Id come to this. Whats it all about? Yet, if he said he loved me, Id be lost. Id be frightened. I couldnt cope, just couldnt cope. Id turn my head. Id back away. I wouldnt want to know. He scares me so. I want him so. I love him so.
Posted on: Tue, 24 Jun 2014 18:13:58 +0000