I dont know when it was during the time I first started chatting in excite chat, getting to know what emails were, I.M.s, Observation... but it stayed with me the time I kept asking this one elder in the chatroom about why people have nightmares? I didnt know how to private chat and I didnt realize I was also being seen by all the other people in the chatroom. I was pregnant with Torrey, and enjoyed talking in the chatroom with other pregnant mommies... then this one elder showed me how to private message by looking at the bottom of the screen. I was wondering why I had a lot of the little tabs lit up at the bottom. lol so I found his name when he got interested in a nightmare I wrote about. I had written that one nightmare was about walking down this long stair well, everything was luxurious and nice, like being in a fancy hotel, and it seemed like I was at a party. Then I went down this one stairwell looking for a bathroom, and going down the stairs looking around, seeing people dressed like they were hospital personnel. It then converted to being like I was in a group of women that had to dress in hospital gowns. Like they were being experimented with. The women changed from being dressed in formal party dresses and fancy hairstyles, to being stripped and dressed plainly in dull green colored shifts. The hairstyles faded from being coiffed and piled high on their heads in ringlets and looking shiny to being in straight plain braids or ponytails. I kept trying to go back up the stairs to the party but it was like I was one of the people ordering the plainly dressed women around. I walked into this one large area the size of huge convention sort of room. The walls started changing into concrete and rusty looking metal here and there. I walked among these rows of examination tables all occupied here and there by women with huge pregnant bellies, and various stern looking women and men hovering over them. I then walked to an area because the need to use the bathroom was foremost in my mind. I asked where the bathroom was and one women walked by and led me to it. Walking into the bathroom, it was luxurious at first, lights surrounding about 8 sinks and huge mirrors all over, but the toilets seemed weird because the separating walls for the 6 toilets were waist level. I felt self conscious doing my business where other women could see me. There were women taking showers, it seemed to change into a locker room sort of thing and as I sat to use the toilet the walls started changing and as I looked around, the beautiful clawfooted tub turned into a old and rusted plain bathtub, and the sinks into the ones you see in public rest areas on the interstates. I got up, and washed my hands, and could feel the warm feeling as I scrubbed my hands. Then I walked to the exit door and glanced to my right and there was this closet looking shelf with the door slightly ajar... and I seen clear trashbags hanging out about eye level to me. So I pulled the door open and this pile of dead babies horrified me. I knew that what those people were doing was taking the pregnant women and stuffing all the babies into bags and storing them in that closet. I reached out to this bag that was on top and one of the babies was squirming around and all bloody... so I tore the bag open and held the baby. It looked so chubby and felt slimy in my hands, then as I was about to cuddle it close to me it snarled and had this mouth full of silver fang like teeth and bit me right in between my thumb and pointer finger. I screamed and could feel the bite and tried to shake it off then all the babies started moving around in the bags, crying and screeching. and I ran screaming into the area where they were tearing babies out of the pregnant women, blood was all over the place and I tried to get one of the women walking around and slapping women to shut up... one woman ran to me and jerked the baby out of my hands and when she open handed slapped me I jerked awake crying. WUH! That was just one of many vivid dreams I had while pregnant with Torrey that Id write about. Another one was like in a Arizona desert type setting. I could feel the hot air, and I crawled onto this one rock shaped like a round 8foot by 4 circular shape. Then a laundry basket full of fluffy towels appeared. I crawled into it and could feel the warmness, like I was in a tub of warm water... it swirled around. The breeze was hottish warm... and then I felt like I was giving birth underwater. Didnt hurt or anything and I grabbed the baby that I pushed out, and swaddled him in the fluffy towels... before I could get a good look at him the dream started fading. But it was so vivid! and when I wrote the same thing in the chatroom as in here, thats when I first discovered CHATTING hehe The elder man that taught me how to type to individual people said that I needed more protein like kidney or liver in my diet. Then he said to let him know if the vivid dreams stopped. I did, I went nuts eating nothing but raw kidney with salt, or frying it with lots of salt. At the time I had my mate buying me whatever I wanted to eat since he worked. MAN I got fat! lol But the dreams stopped. and I never had another dream like those until after my dad passed away. I think I wrote about it in here somewhere... need to scroll back. But anyhoo, thank you for reading. I just wanted to get that out and teach someone what I learned about not having enough iron in your diet. That is what causes nightmares. I havent been eating meat except for balogna ... might be why I had a nightmare last night, cant remember it, but I kept waking up scared and disoriented. (grins) teach me to watch scary movies before bedtime.
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 07:12:52 +0000
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