I feel like Ive been caught up in a bad dream...nightmare even. Early Saturday afternoon my sister messages me that my sister Beverly had a heart attack. My heart sinks and trys to figure out how I can fit in a trip to Cornwall. I had just finished up shooting the beach minis the raft was still tied to my car the balloons hanging out the window...I need a nap I thought to myself...4pm gotta get up ive got a.maternity session in 30 minutes..yikes..do my usual shuffling the living room around. And my clients arrive and we started the session..when it comes time to finish outside I started shuffling things back into place..thats when the pain started..and I texted Marc to come home. Workin through the pain, I finally tell my clients im not feeling good and may need to reschedule..Marc gets home Im feeling somewhat better I think I can handle this I say. Im feeling better-embarrassed at the thought of having to reschedule my session I try but the pain comes back. I finally go see my clients as they wait by their car..I need to go to the hospital. A little while later sitting with the nurse she checks my blood pressure and HR asks me to squeeze her hands im feeling better ay this point...oh your hearts fine she says. Really I tell her it didnt feel fine a while ago. I wait till 10pm to see he Dr. I decided to go home and try to see my dr on Tuesday am. Sunday after breakfast and a shower small pressure but nothing like the night before. Off to home depot to.look for garage doors..I didnt make it half way through when the pain and shortness of breath started again...ok I dont like this as I rushed out of the store. So here I am minor heart attack they say. You know I have lost 135lbs reduced my body fat from 50% to 19% in 13 months on.my own. I work with clients daily helping them with their health and fitness...but Ive.stopped taking care of me this past year...not sure why...busy, life, excuses, im still here I still have time to change and take my life back again....deep sigh!!!! I thought id never be here again...embarrassed...humiliated...but NOT A QUITTER...HERE WE GO AGAIN... Is it simply.YES is it easy NO!!! Is it worth it ABSOLUTELY!!! So lets get this done!!! If you feed your kids junk STOP IT!!! If your a smoker please get help If your a food addict get help...your not alone...we all struggle with something..dont be ashamed...speak the truth.and the truth will set you free. Amen
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 02:02:44 +0000
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