I go today to look at a home for my husband so he can get the care I can not give him I have tried the Lord knows I have tried and want to care for him at home but he is over 6ft tall and 250bl and I must face this sad body of my is breaking fast. Yes I feel very sad for myself and him what I had hope to be the best time for us is a nightmare I tried not to love him but all I did was turn my girls against him if they have any feeling for him at all. I believe the worst pain in this life is to realize I have failed at every thing and the babies I love and need and am so lonesome for I will never change the way they see or think of me there is nothing I can do to change the way they feel my grand children will never know me but I am always with them there is a part of me in each one and that is the one thing in this life that makes me smile wakes me up each day and help me put one foot in front of the other I wish you could of know Big Al he sang the blues and played the blues and he loves Gail Louise Thank you Holy Father for letting me know him love him.
Posted on: Tue, 13 Aug 2013 06:15:30 +0000
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