I had a very similar experience. I was extremely resentful towards the people who meaningfully or accidentally hurt me with their comments about their size, weight, or how I was a waste because I was fat. I went through an unhealthy and anger-fuelled period where I achieved what I wanted with my body, but went no where with my mind. I wasnt balanced. Its heartening to see that someone out there had the same struggle and got out of it. Today, I am happy to have gone through those times. To have come out of that dark place and let go of the disgruntlement and anger I had towards people who I felt wronged me and made me feel bad about myself - I realise I had all the power in the world to change my own reality. It wasnt them who made me feel bad, but myself. I could give words no power or all the power in the world. It was all about how I framed my world. Its not about saying, I dont care what you think. Its more than that. Its about I care about what I think of myself. When you turn it inward, you realise whatever you do and behave outwardly whether in reaction to something someone says or not, totally reflects who you are internally more than what others are. Jade, you are absolutely spot on. There is no need to suffer.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Mar 2014 05:17:48 +0000
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