I have had to be strong for my family and my son since Thursday when Noah had his first surgery and even stronger dealing with his second. I have been a nervous wreck and just trying to keep him comfortable and my other son happy. My husband has been a huge help but as a mother I feel that I should be the one to make sure he is OK. I have not had time to cry since his surgery or breakdown and I finally just did that. I had to drop Noah off with my grandmother because he cannot go to daycare for a week and I have to work....which I am not ready to do either! That about killed me, I feel like he should be with me at all times while dealing with this but in reality I know he cant. Thank God he will be home tomorrow though. I feel like a total nut case but Im asking for prayers again for my crazyness. Im just ready to be normal again !
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 00:22:11 +0000
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