I have now reached my first half-century, and according to statisticians I am now half-way through my life, so its time to re-evaluate and look at what and how well I have done so far Childhood bullying has left me with chronic low self-esteem. Despite being quite successful and well respected professionally, I continually doubt myself, my abilities and have difficulty talking openly to new people or accepting praise, because I always feel that whatever it is, I could have done better etc. Love, relationships, personal attraction and attractiveness are a complete mystery to me. There are a few guys who seem to be interested in me, for reasons that I have yet to find a satisfactory explanation for, but I have yet to find someone that I am romantically interested in myself. Dont know if the whole gay thing is for me or not, never had a crush on anyone, gay or straight, so still open to persuasion from the right person. whoever that poor deluded fool might be.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Nov 2014 00:24:20 +0000