I have prayed with many of you, but now I am requesting that you join with me in prayer. Wednesday, July 23, I am to have a balloon procedure to try to clear up an ongoing sinus infection. I am very allergic to all antibiotics I have ever been given except one that I can take by mouth before having dental work, For about 18 months I have had some sort of infection in my face, into my eyes & long lesions on my face going all the way into my scalp which Drs. thought was shingles & it hasnt healed. I have continual fevers, especially in my arthritic joints & instructions are not to take Enbrel which I take for Psoriasis and Arthritis if one has an infection of any kind so I have been in quite a bit more pain than usual. You might have noticed that I havent been online quite as much lately. Part of that was due to not being able to stay online for as long at a time. During this time as you know, the Lord worked a miracle in our Great-Grandson Javon when he was run over by a car and he was healed so there is nothing that any of this, not even losing my voice with this infection, has been able to steal my Joy in my Lord. I have felt sorry for my little Grandson & Great-Grandsons who havent been able to be as close to Granma Donna but just come to my door & talk to me or me peek in at the 2yr. old & baby. But this I know. My Jesus died for me & the whole world & was resurrected on the 3rd day. I know He walked & talked with men on this earth for 40 days & that He ascended to prepare a heavenly home for us, so it strengthens me to be able to have the opportunity to tell this publicly without being persecuted for my beliefs. I am so thankful to my God who allows us to live free in this Great Nation & pray freely; directly, because He made us a Holy Priesthood by the blood of His Son. The Dr. doesnt know how he is going to sedate me for this procedure, but my Lord is the Great Provider. He has provided a way right at the last moment before I was to go into surgery & I had to sign a special document drawn up by the Secretary to the Chief of Staff of the Anesthesia Dept. that neither I nor my relatives would sue should anything go wrong. Some of you may have had this balloon procedure & there really isnt a lot to it. My Dr. has the equipment in his office. I am not at all concerned about it. I have had root canals done with no anesthesia. I just go to my happy place and before long everything is over. The Dr. says he will spray my nose with Lidocaine which is the only caine I have not been allergic to in the past. I have also run into problems with my insurance company with medicines I have been prescribed. The cost of the medicines are outrageous and Medicare has declined any exceptions. I have been tried on steps up to these medications, gone through depression, slobbering, paranoia & all the bad side effects you hear of to get to where I had gotten since I have been unable to sit very long and since my reflux had gotten so bad I have to sleep on a wedge. I have taken these medications successfully in the past & one of them has just been withdrawn from my insurance list recently, but was on it when I took my insurance. I have been taking it for years. It may be time for surgery for the hiatal hernia causing gastric reflux. I would still require one of the medications. I can get one of the medications over the counter for less money that by prescription but it is still about $53.00 per month. The other medicine doesnt really do anything by itself, but it makes my pain medicine work. It makes my nerve receptors match up so that the pain medicine can jump across it to ease the pain. Jesus was given Vinegar on a sponge. Apple Cider Vinegar and Garlic or Honey and Cinnamon & other remedies are now being found to have healing powers with similar results. One of my Drs. had me on a large beer each afternoon for quite some time before I went on this medicine & I didnt have any deformity like I am getting now, but I was younger. That prescription is being found to help Rheumatoid Arthritis. I found it was listed in the latest AARP Magazine. I certainly dont like the taste of beer & put tomato juice in it to even make it palatable. My Neurologist apparently was not getting my tests precertified & never added the insurance companys pharmacy to his system. He didnt put my test results into their system so that my other Drs. could see the results without all having to request them separately. The insurance company has dropped him and Monday I have an appointment with a Dr. I have heard is really good, but how does anyone know? I pray Father God & I lay all this into Your hands. I know You are in control & You know how weary this child of Yours has become. Jesus I pray for Your Healing Power if it be Your Will. Jesus I have Complete Faith that if it be Your Will I know You have the Power to Heal every cell of my body in such a miraculous way that the Drs. will marvel and know that You are the Great Physician! You will receive all the Glory & all the Honor! Lord if you choose to manifest Your Way through the young men on which you have bestowed knowledge, I pray for those Drs. I pray that the Neurologist You have guided me to is not intimidated by the situation of me coming to him to him from a colleague who was dropped by the insurance company in his words, for no apparent reason, yet has prescriptions of various dosages so hard to follow. I hope he will be provided a clear understanding of the balance of many vitamins & minerals that You have worked with other Drs. to ease my pain to a very great extent. Lord for this I am so thankful. Lord please give this new Dr. incite so that through him You will make me stronger & more able do what You need me to do. Lord please give each of my Drs. an open ear, a compassionate soul & a heart filled with You. Lord give my ENT Dr. confidence & assurance during the balloon procedure. If I need to go to have the IV Antibiotic, please make all of it happen smoothly. Lord Jesus you know the extent of the hernia & if it should be operated on, what the result would be. If so, Lord please direct me to Your Vessel of Knowledge and Skill through which to manifest your healing hand. Lord You know that the desire of my heart is to work in Your Kingdom. Lord You know the desire of my heart is to worship with my Brothers and Sisters in sweet fellowship with Your Body once again & sing Praises & Worship You in Sweet Harmony only for You Father God, through Your Wonderful Son Jesus. I thank You Father for whatever You do. Jesus only You are the Way. I will follow You wherever You lead me. Mold me for Your service in Your Perfect Plan for my Life. I Love You Father God, Spirit fill me more & more. Jesus I dress myself to be Your Bride, cleanse me, wash me white as snow. Sweet Jesus please let it be.
Posted on: Thu, 17 Jul 2014 06:25:10 +0000
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