I have this awful anxiety about dogs. Its started when one jumped on Donovan and I when we were sleeping and he was only 4 months old. I woke up out on instinct and within a fraction of a second I opened my eye to see the dog hovering over us, mid-flight and landed right on donovans stomach. He cried immediately and non-stop from a dead sleep and I took him to the ER crying myself because I thought he had internal bruising or something...Im no nurse but I google like a mofo when something wrong. And ever since my sister and one of my best friends, Stacy Noneya got attacked, I am just so uneasy. Even when little Izzy, marcs Weiner dog who always plays with donovan; jumped up in my car today to lick Donovans face I got so scared that my heart fluttered until I realized its just izzy.....and I know shes just a little sweetheart. How can I get over this? And why do I have such a hard feeling towards pittbulls? I used to LOVE pittys. But now.....I feel like the ignorant people who I always argued with about them saying how its not the breed thats the problem. When we move in Feb we planned on getting Donovan a puppy to grow up with....Im honestly heart broken with the way I feel right now. Especially because Donovan loooovessss puppies so much! He LIGHTS up when izzy licks his face and they chase eachother. I need therapy....lol which Im honestly seeking on Tuesday at Irene stacys about my anxiety increasing about a lit of dif things right now. I cant believe myself. Haha. My rant for the night is over. And Im sure youve all enjoyed it ;)
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 04:27:38 +0000
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