I have to admit, the old-fashioned religious scene of fire and brimstone really made me dismiss any notion of seeking God. Didnt sound like much fun and I was young and invincible. Who needed it? Now that Im older and have experienced life and the difficulties, I am alot more open to a God. I actually do believe. Ive had moments in my life that I swear it had to be God at work. My latest leap back into recovery has had me dilligently searching for Him daily. Its been a fight though. Life almost has pushed me to the point of being cynical about everything and that isnt very good. So with a mustard seed of faith left, I still search for Him. Since the good book says His spirit is in me and the spirit knows Gods thoughts and ways, I should be able to let it guide me. Im cool with that but that pretty much requires being attentive to it all day, everyday. I fall short there. So now I am really trying to seek the spirits guidance in all matters. I know I wont be perfect but I am seeking the change and transformation into a better man than where I have been up to now. Its a lifelong journey that requires persistence and steadfastness. I dont wanna become stuffy like an old man either. I want it to be somewhat enjoyable. So, this is the path I feel I must seek now. Here we go...
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 10:29:46 +0000
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