I havent addressed the Bill Cosby accusations until now. Im tired of people discounting these women AND any other rape victims. No matter the circumstance. Its been nearly two years since it happened to me. I remember almost every detail down to the pants I had on when he forced them off of me. Yes, I was sober but that doesnt matter. No, I didnt report. Yep, I wish I had even now. Yep, I probably will still feel this way 10 years from now. Ive done what I could. After my breakup/called off engagement, it was hard enough to recover and just when my heart was able to pump on its own without Jesus lift support it was RIPPED OUT and trampled by a man I barely know. I didnt even know his name. I sat in class with him. Hes now about to graduate college and attends someone law school. Just think about what I feel knowing I didnt catch him when I knew I could. It sucks but its over. Im stronger. Vengeance is Gods job now and forever. The courts cant help me anymore and I get NOTHING from sharing this. Just think about that when you question why an overwhelmed woman takes a long time to share the most traumatic experience in her life with the world. It hurts. Still does but it wont always.
Posted on: Fri, 19 Dec 2014 18:37:18 +0000