I haven’t slept many a night as I lay awake on his chest each night listening to his heart beat for me…or does it? My heart beats for him to this day……does he even think that way? I will always love him till the end of my days….will he too think that way? What wouldn’t I give to know what is in his heart……..will he be mine or not…….or forever will we part? Oh!..... what wouldn’t I give to know what is in his heart! Oh please!.... be mine my heart cries, but he parted ways tearing away my heart and soul with him forever leaving me a lifeless corpse………each night I wet my pillow with the lights off lest people see my tears and question why……… Have I just become a distant memory to him I question myself………his memory haunts me each night as I lie on his chest each night holding him close to me……my memories so vivid……his male scent, the feel of his skin on my lips……does he remember too?.....I question myself far, far into the night……does he remember our first kiss?……holding hands……promising ourselves that we would be together forever? Was our love gonna be real or just another fairy tale? Time and again I fought with my heart that it wasn’t so and begged GOD each night to let him be mine and mine only from the bottom of my heart……..Is there hope still alive?.......Will love triumph or will his ego…….?......I ask myself every night lying on his chest each night listening to his heartbeat……. I have loved truly and will take it to the grave with me………this I say my darling, you will forever be my love, my heart, my soul…….I still ask ………En Chellame, En Uyire will you be mine forever …….as I lie on his chest each night listening to his heartbeat……..or is it time to say goodbye?……I will never know!............
Posted on: Sat, 15 Jun 2013 05:42:26 +0000
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