I know I have made some public statements about my health lately..many of them on facebook. I have recently been told I just wanted attention. That made me angry and I felt very sad. You have to fight fear from striking your heart when you face words like autoimmune cirrhosis or any other condition you cant pronounce that can be deadly. I had so many asking about me I decided to publicly let all know what was going on. I promise I was not trying to get attention... at one time or another many make a request for prayer when in need. I am never one to do that till now. I thought I was going to die. It is embarrassing to me to ask for prayer~Why? I think sometimes when you call yourself a "faith" person you feel like you are a failure when to have to ask for prayer. When Pastor Mitchell Bias came to visit me in my first week of being hospitalized I remember breaking down and crying about what a failure I was....God was supposed to hear me and answer me....what was wrong with my faith...had it failed me? He just shook his head and undergirded me with prayer...and continued to pray for me...and many others joined in because of my pleas for help....and my condition got worse! No one gave up on me when I was giving up on myself. I was shipped out to another hospital thinking I would get answers and a cure. They had no answers for me but the prayers kept going up. Suddenly there was a turn in my condition...SUDDENLY! I hadnt taken any special meds (however I am on them for now) but the turnaround came without them. A Surgical procedure was cancelled because I was getting better on just IV fluids. I took their medicine but I also knew where my answer came from! I am in the body of Christ. This body is like a forest of Redwood trees. The mighty redwoods are the largest in the world that have roots that go only three feet deep. How do they stand so tall and continue to survive with such shallow roots? It is because their root system reaches out to the other root systems and entangles with the other redwoods of the forest. The whole forest of redwoods are linked together and one is not strong and able to stand with out the help of the other redwoods. When a storm comes to the redwood forest it would have to take out many other giant trees in order to take out one. They stand united and take the storm on together! I have humbly found out what it is like to have others hold me up when I felt too weak to do so myself. You have my utmost gratitude and I Thank You! I get exponentially better every day! I feel like it was a waste of my time to be shipped out but probably was not...my steps are ordered of the Lord and he is the one who HAS TURNED THIS AROUND FOR ME! In my prayer time this morning he spoke to me and said..."I still have MUCH for you to do...there is much for you to do".... watch out because I am going to storm the Gates of Hell! I am the Heir of Christ and all he bought for me on the cross. That includes POWER to tread on serpents and scorpions and over all power of the enemy. What really happened? They think I had a reaction to the anesthesia from my surgery. No matter what it was I am better. Thank God to you all my friends who has weathered this storm with me.
Posted on: Fri, 20 Sep 2013 23:12:48 +0000
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