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~ I know it doesnt matter...but wanted to share and maybe get some feed back from some people who really truly know the real me. I was recently told that I married Michael because no one else would ever want me. Very hurtful words...if they really mattered. Because when Michael and I found each other just over a year ago...I was in a very bad place I admit that. But never in my life...have I ever felt like I had a true (boy)friend who liked me for me. Someone who grew to love the real me...flaws and all. And yes...I have many. Nobody is perfect. But Michael did! But when I was told this I thought to myself...why in the world would I ever even want to be wanted by anyone other then the man who showed me I AM worth loving. I even tried to tell him I was no good...not worth loving cuz it had been pounded in my head on more then one occasion. Michael was patient with me and there for me like no other. I learned I can actually trust again...and that he would do ANYTHING for me. And not hurt me...intentionally but instead go out of his way to make me see that he really cares for me as a person...a friend...and then his wife. He knows all my flaws and still wanted to marry me...why would I want someone else or care if someone else wanted me when I have everything Ive ever wanted? Anyone who has seen Michael and I together knows that there is something special there. Something that they never saw me have with anyone else ever in my life. I could never even think of loving anyone else...or being truly loved by anyone other then Michael. And when Michael cant be home with me...Im perfectly fine waiting for him to come home to me. Thats what real love and friendship is about. Right? Funny how what other people say...still to this day...because they are so miserable in their lives and their relationships...makes you realize how truly happy you are...finally! That after being at the lowest worst time in my life...I WAS wanted...by someone...that I have always wanted...even many years ago. And now...I finally get what I want. Amazing how that works...isnt it? Fate? Could be! ☺️ Thank you to those of you who actually took a moment to read this...it really means a lot.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 02:35:37 +0000

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