I know that I have been gone from FB for several days. I have had big problems these last 2 months. My ex husband my daughters dad had a stoke, he is doing ok. Im having trouble helping my daughter deal with this. I made him my ex because I finely got to a point that I could not let him hurt me and the kids any more. But she is a daddys girl because she has blocked out all the bad shit he did to her and anyone else. I feel that is why she has so much anxiety. She has just been but on a new medication to help with it but it is a very low amount. On top of that we lost income because he is not working and is not trying to get any help to pay his bill or child support. He owes me about 3- 4 years as it is. On top of all this my Hubby had to have surgery on his right testicle. He did good and recovered well. But on our last trip to the doctor he told us that their was a growth in his right testicle and that he took a sample and had it tested. It is not cancers but we have to keep an eye on it because some day it may. So we asked why not just going back in and remove it. Doctor says we cant because how it has grown around his right testicle. He would have to remove both the testicle and growth. And the % of men that can handle this is not very high at all. So not going back in tell we Have to. Also my hubby has 3 herniated disc in his neck and upper back. That doctor is talking about surgery on them. We go on the 24th to find out what the doctor thinks he should do. If that was not enough for me. My Mom is into sparks because of me. She is doing good but driving me crazy about staying on track with my eating and working out. Yes I have been doing ok with my eating but not tracking it like I should. But not my working out I have been doing little if any work out. Oh did I forget to tell you she lives with us so no hiding any of this from her. I take care of all of them. My son and his family where going to come up so we could meet our New Granddaughter this summer. But My daughter in law Jess got a new job in the field she has been going to school for. Which is great for her and we are very proud of her. But that meant no coming up with the kids. They are also trying to get a house down there and having some problems. I have been praying things go good for them. I have also been wishing I could go down their to them. Jess had to have surgery on her neck and she is doing ok but I wish I could be their to help her and my son with the kids and house. She says my son is doing a great job and they are ok. But that dose not mean I dont worry about them and wish I could be their for them. I suffer with depression, high blood pressure, anxiety and fibromyalgia on top of being over weigh by about a 110 pounds. I have medication for all of that but not this month because someone stole my medication. I had picked it up with some sudafed for my sinuses on that day as well. I had picked up some other things and some how from the time we checked out and made it home all my medications went missing. We went back after looking all throw the car and house. We looked all over the parking lot where we had been parked at W-M. I tried to buy them again out of pocket but we could not afford to buy them. So I will starting them again next month. They where one of my depression, yes Im on two kinds and my high blood pressure pills. I also have been trying for several months to get some other money coming in but I got told no. So I have to try again and maybe this time I will have better luck. Im sorry for this rant about things. I just need to let it out. I hope and Pray you all are doing much better then me. I hope you all have a great weekend.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Jul 2014 06:14:35 +0000
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