I love Lisa Shrader Estep so much...i have had past problems and past relationships that was bad and wrong and damaged me....i feel like i am damaged goods and ill never know what she sees in me or why she puts up with me......Im always worried and scared of what will happen. That sometimes i cant see what os infront of me....sometimes i just want to give up on it all...but i love her so much...and my damaged past and the worrying it has caused me to have is trying tp screw things up for me.....am i worth loving and dont i deserve to be happy.....how do i clear my mind and release these deamons i jave in my head....i want a good life and someone to care abput me.....i have found her and i feel all the time that Im gonna screw things up....i try to take it one day at a time but Im not even sure its going to work.but Im going tp try. ....she deserves that since she has given me her heart....i just never want to hurt her and i feel like i do all the time....lisa i love u more than i could ever say or shoq u....and i love u more every day....i have never delt like this and that scates me too....i am lost in a wirlpool of feeling for u and cant explain
Posted on: Sat, 23 Nov 2013 01:11:03 +0000
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