I love not being able to feel my internal pain It makes others on the outside think Im sane But on the inside my brain pattern has gone insane What will ever make me refrain From finding things that negatively entertain I dont want to find my hidden emotions Itll only cause mental commotion Anguish that I hide in my hidden locomotion I feel like Im frozen in a catatonic state Pins and needles cant even make me awake Relentless flashbacks leave me paralyzed with trauma My blood boils like its been sitting in a sauna I like how I can be numb No pain, not even a sore thumb But how long can these lack of feelings last? Will this numbness prevent me from jumping an overpass? I wonder when is the next time I can really laugh Not this plastic smile I wear on my face But a real and healthy one in its place
Posted on: Sun, 07 Sep 2014 22:35:38 +0000
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